I miss……

I miss…..
I don’t know what do I miss!!
But I really do miss something…..

Something  important..
Or something I used to it as an IMPORTANT thing..

“It’s ironic to talk about what you thought -yesterday- would be your future in the PAST TENSE -today-”

It really hurts when you think of all these memories as they’re memories.. an unrepeatable events..
You try to get used to put all your usual activities’ verbs in the past perfect tense..

You start practicing a new language you have never learned, you have never asked to learn it.. a language full of “forgetting, giving up, dropping, moving on, heartbreaking, unforgiving and disappointment” verbs..
After you used to know only all the nice words.. “Love, missing, caring, compassion, spoiling” and the hardest word you experienced before was “Jealousy”..

Your young heart didn’t expect all what happened later..
It didn’t see all that coming!!

But as I said it is “YOUNG” , and it’ll survive..
No matter how long it takes.. after a while it’ll get over..
And you’ll experience new nice words, because you will be enjoying having a stronger heart..
At least it will be aware of the taste of a BROKEN HEART..

Back to writing…

I am back to writing after a long time of having no time to write about anything..
I wish I can never stop again, I wish I’ll never pause again..
and I wish I’ll write such a good and useful things..

 

The Collateral Damage..

When you pretend that you feel the world around..

When you eat without tasting,
and sleep without resting..

When you walk and talk,
like a Zombie..

When you smile, and might even laugh,
without your soul..

When your mind becomes so helpless,
and your heart is already so hopeless..

When your thoughts are unstoppable,
and yesterday  is unforgettable..

When your tears can fill an ocean..

When the damage inside you is greater than the World War’s..

IT’S THE COLLATERAL DAMAGE OF A HEARTBREAK..
IT MAKES YOU A COMPLETELY WALKING DEAD!!! 

Yesterday, today and tomorrow

Reblogged from shrookasfour:

Yesterday, today and tomorrow..

The whole life is about them.. we all actually have three days in our whole life.. it’s the world’s age..

Don’t you ever regret yesterday.. because there must have been something you learnt in that day..

And everything we learn in life we pay for it… cash money, life years or even attention..

We have to learn from our mistakes..

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She is kind!

She is so kind.

She is so nice.

She is so generous.

She is so smart.

She is so helpful.

She is so dependable.

She is so lovely.

She is so beautiful.. from the outside as much as from the inside..

you can not need anything while she is around..
she is the ears which would be interested in listening to whatever you say..
she is the hand which would hold your hand when you need support, and the shoulder you’d cry on..
she has a mother compassion..
she is another mother,
she is the one who prefers to be hurt instead of hurting anyone..

She is my elder sister, and it’s her birthday..

She is just too good to be true, may Allah bless her..

 

My Big Brother!

My big brother, I don’t know why don’t you believe in yourself!!

My big brother, I’ve always believed in you.. you are so talented, you have so many hobbies, and you are good at most of them.. I was born and you were only 6 years old child.. and you were already a good painter, and a talented musician, you have a wide knowledge now, because you’ve always loved reading.. you’ve always loved Dr.”Mustafa Mahmoud”.. and created the song of “Mustafa Mahmouuuuuud”.. this is another talent you have..
that you are funny..
you know how to make people laugh.. and all your friends love you, who would know a great person like you and can not love?! you are such an adorable guy..

you’ve been always a big brother to me, you’ve been always a friend to me, you used to encourage me  to be a better person, before you become a disappointed man..

you know how to advice people so well, but you don’t know how to advice your own self.. so let me try to do so, let me try to clear some few things, maybe I can change something to the better..

your only problem my dear brother is that you love so many things, so much..
you love music, you’ve always wanted to play guitar, and you were good also at the piano…
you love art, you’ve always loved painting and drawing, you also love photography..
you wanted to make animations..
and so many things I am sure you love, and so many things I don’t know that you do love..
you see where the problem is??

you have to pick one thing and concentrate on it to do it perfectly, you haven’t picked anything till now, but you still have time, believe me, even if you don’t have the equipments, or the money resources, you still have your youth and your mind.. you can earn whatever you want, whatever you wish with those two things.. you can get what you need..

you know you are great, right deep inside yourself you know so, and if you haven’t notice, here I am telling you my brother..

YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON ALREADY, I JUST WANNA YOU BE GREATER, I ACTUALLY WANNA YOU BE THE GREATEST..

what a woman wants?!

What a woman wants?
A question most of men are looking for an answer to it,,,

Actually, it has too many answers, a man can not handle a woman because he can not find all the answers, some caring men have found most of answers, and their women are happy, and have love satisfaction..

a woman can be happy with some of everything, or with all of something..

I mean, for example, she needs you to care, she needs you to show caring.. she needs you to die of jealousy of any other people around her..

she wants to feel your compassion when she is afraid or worried, she needs you to cheer her up when she is depressed, she needs to see you all the time, and when you are out of her sight, she needs to hear your voice, or even to feel your spirit, even with a text message..

she needs to feel that she is the main foundation of all your dreams, without her all your life will break down, she needs to feel your loyalty, actually, she must see it.. because whenever she trusts you, she can give you anything you wish.. she’ll make all your dreams come true, because a loving woman can be a fairy with a magical stick..

she’ll help you with thoughts, and she’ll give you the push you need.. whenever you give her some of what she wants..

she needs also someone tender, or something, she’d do anything for a tender look from the one she loves, for a tender touch, for a tender hug, she’d even need a tender fight..

she doesn’t need someone to understand her, because this is difficult, she just needs someone to talk to her and listen her carefully.. because women aren’t the same at everything, they are all emotional, but they are emotional differently, they always need men.. all of them..

because neither women are perfect, nor men are.. but they together can be perfect.. because after all she is created of him, and he is born of her.. that’s why women need men around always to feel safe, and that’s why when he is disappointed he doesn’t find comfort anywhere but between her arms..

they complete each other, and that’s all what a woman needs, SOMEONE TO COMPLETE HER..

she just can’t specific what she needs this clearly..

I, myself, don’t need more than that, “my other half”.. “my soul-mate”.. “my twin”.. or whatever, you’d name him..

Angel Eyes

 

My friend has a beautiful eyes,
She sees BEAUTY in every picture..
My friend has a beautiful eyes,
She captures me in the best stature..

My friend has a beautiful eyes,
She dreams I’ll be someday a master..
My friend has a beautiful eyes,
She can be a philosophy teacher..

My friend has a beautiful eyes,
If you see what she sees you’ll be witched..
My friend has a beautiful eyes,
If you’ve got her you’ll be oneday a doctor..

My friend has a beautiful eyes,
She is actually such an angelic creature..
My friend has a beautiful eyes,
Don’t make her mad.. she’s the commander..

E.N.J.O.Y

Dear Friend,

here it is..!
the big day is coming, the day that every girl dreams of since she was a child with braids..
the day she becomes  the main character in someone’s life, the main character in the movie..
Don’t you dare to panic, don’t you dare to be confused, all what you feel right now is very NORMAL..
We  -human being- used to be scared of any unknown upcoming events.. It’s normal..
but try not to be easily scared, be the brave one, and I promise , you’ll enjoy more..
it’s like riding a bike with the fear of falling down, instead of riding it without catching the handlebars..
of course you’d enjoy more if you left the handlebars, spread your arms, and feel flying..
feel joy, taste freedom.. even if you fell down, or you hit your head on some big tree, you’ll never forget that moment of happiness and satisfaction you felt when you spread your imaginary wings..
and after all you’ll try to live it over and over again..
please my dear have the courage to enjoy the moment, and don’t worry about the next one, just live your life, and enjoy it to the fullest.. because we only live once…
so be adventurer and get a worthy life, instead of a normal, boring, full of fears one..

Listen..

Dear Friend,
You’ve always been a good listener, when I’ve been talking the whole day and night..
You’ve listened to all my bullshit..
You’ve listened to me when I was crying, and you were crying too..
You’ve listened to me when I was so Happy, and you were happier than me..
You’ve even listened to me when I was afraid of something, and you told me everything is gonna be alright with proofs..
You’ve listened to me when I was depressed, and you lifted me up..
You listened to me dreaming, You listened to me planning, You listened to me talking to you about me flying.. and you believed me, and you believed in me and gave me wings, extra wings.. because you guided me to the best in me..
You my precious friend should know that, everything I became, and everything I’ll become, is because you believed in me..
I am really thankful for having you as my best friend..

Anyway, I hope you know yourself.. and I wish you’ll listen to me telling this about you, as you’ve always been listening to me..
I love you my dear, and appreciate you of course..
I hope we will be friends forever..